Hey,
I was just kinda missing home and family.. so thought to key down (earlier we used to write pen down) my feelings..
My marriage just completed 1 year, 3 days. And it gives me a realisation that i have been away from my home for a complete year now. Though I keep going to Jaipur (my home) as it is not too far from Delhi (where i live now), yet I miss being at home a lot.
Marriages have to happen and a girl has it in her destiny the moment she takes birth, that she has to leave her family and get transplanted in another space... and as my grandfather says, this transplantation is a necessary process, so its very obvious and undeniable.
So i am not complaining about anything. Rather I am happy that I am well settled in my new family and my parents are also quite elated with the fact that I am handling all my responsibilities nicely.
'Responsibilities' remind me of many things which used to happen when i was just like an another girl at home.
In fact, there have been instances when I realised what troubles Mum might have, when i bothered her with not completing my lunch at school or college, complaining that what she cooked was not good, criticised her for her irritable behaviour, growled over her when everyday she used to shout at me for drinking that full glass of yukkkkk milk, made a fuss when she stopped me from going out with friends, etc etc..
Now, when i have to face all these things, i feel terrible.
I miss each and every moment spent at my home.
Well, Im really blessed with a beautiful family here too. My husband, Rajat is very caring. My Devar, Rishabh is a sweetheart. We , the 3 of us, live together here in Delhi. and both of them always try to keep me smiling.
My mum in law and father in law are also very affectionate and benevolent.
Everything is going great. But still, there is a lil pain sometimes, inside the heart, which says, I miss Home!
Parul
I was just kinda missing home and family.. so thought to key down (earlier we used to write pen down) my feelings..
My marriage just completed 1 year, 3 days. And it gives me a realisation that i have been away from my home for a complete year now. Though I keep going to Jaipur (my home) as it is not too far from Delhi (where i live now), yet I miss being at home a lot.
Marriages have to happen and a girl has it in her destiny the moment she takes birth, that she has to leave her family and get transplanted in another space... and as my grandfather says, this transplantation is a necessary process, so its very obvious and undeniable.
So i am not complaining about anything. Rather I am happy that I am well settled in my new family and my parents are also quite elated with the fact that I am handling all my responsibilities nicely.
'Responsibilities' remind me of many things which used to happen when i was just like an another girl at home.
In fact, there have been instances when I realised what troubles Mum might have, when i bothered her with not completing my lunch at school or college, complaining that what she cooked was not good, criticised her for her irritable behaviour, growled over her when everyday she used to shout at me for drinking that full glass of yukkkkk milk, made a fuss when she stopped me from going out with friends, etc etc..
Now, when i have to face all these things, i feel terrible.
I miss each and every moment spent at my home.
Well, Im really blessed with a beautiful family here too. My husband, Rajat is very caring. My Devar, Rishabh is a sweetheart. We , the 3 of us, live together here in Delhi. and both of them always try to keep me smiling.
My mum in law and father in law are also very affectionate and benevolent.
Everything is going great. But still, there is a lil pain sometimes, inside the heart, which says, I miss Home!
Parul
This is one thing i always wanted to track is what my feelings...And i appreciate that you are doing it...!!! Home is Home anyways Parul and off course the same goes with me when my mother use to keep the "change" in a small pouch purse to take vegetables in the evening, and i used to think after having a hundred rupee note why the hell she is saving 1-5 Rupee coins to get the vegetables..But now i am realizing that why she used to do so that she could save it for some other things...How managed our mothers are..Be it small things, and be it that god is blessed us with a beautiful life and finances but still our mothers always hesitates spending money in hotels...Rather she prefers eating at home!! She hesitates to buy something for her but she always appreciates what we get for us....Home is the one beautiful "HEAVEN" where you get the training by a fairy and we call that fairy a Mother in this Human world...Then the training is evaluated by the King of that fairyland called a Father in this Human world...This training is accompanied by the other angles called siblings in this human world...And then as a Honest examiners they leaves us for the real exam of life called "Marriage"....
ReplyDeleteNow the turns is ours and we have to Prove that they have taught us well and we can score well as well....in the Report card-----CALLED LIFE!!
Love you for keying your feelings in this beautiful way,
Love,
Anjali
my laado parul,
ReplyDeletereally u rule our hearts as u have begun ur blog as parules. ur transplantation frm jpr to delhi though moved our hearts very much yet we feel oversatisfied that u r ruling over the place where u hv been transplanted. we congratulate u for the success achieved by u over two places jpr n delhi. best of luck.
love,
ur dadaji n dadiji
Life's Like That!
ReplyDeleteBirds do not remain in their nests forever....eventually, they fly off to make new ones! This is how nature has nurtured us to be.... and whilst this process we grow and make new life.. with inculcating the power of endurance.....
So, live this chance of fulfillment that is seldom realized by us in our lifetime.
Aanchal